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Right. [Fie sits up now.] I finally found a way to shut him up if he gets like this again.

[She is... not joking around this time. To her, Louis is also thrilled she found a way to get him to shut up if need be.]

[ Are you kidding me. ]

Oh. [ Couch flop ] So that's how it is with you, then. Well, it's good it worked, Fie.

[ He holds back a sigh. ] Good to know if I ever need Shinjiro to come to his senses planting one on him works.

[Her eyes narrow in a squint.]

What's how it is with me? [Now she wants to know what he's talking about.]

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You always seem so - um.

[ What's a good word? Is it how he felt with Haru? A little. With Juno? A bit. With other carnivores? Often. ]

Light with Shinjiro.

Light? [Fie blinks, trying to decipher that. But slowly an idea comes to her.]

Like comfortable? I guess so. I am with you, too. Is it different?

It's different. It's how you are when you care about someone beyond friendship.

[ Like - he knows it's a feeling hard to describe. Maybe that's why it's easier for him to understand. ]

Maybe because it's through a bond I'm wrong. But I don't know that I am.

[Fie's quiet. For a good bit of time, thinking on this. After what seems like a long time, she nods.]

You might not be wrong. I didn't really think about it seriously. [A sigh escapes her.]

It's kinda annoying.

[ There's a moment of consideration at her answer. He's not surprised at all by it, though. He tries to find a word for it. He cares - truly - about her. He cares about Shinji. They're his friends he's picked and he doesn't call people his friends lightly.

Or almost ever. ]

Is it? I guess having a crush is kind of annoying, huh.

[ What would he know about that, huh. ]

Are you going to do anything about it or just scare him with a sudden kiss?

It can be, but I meant more him specifically. [She wants to continue, but this is encroaching on super emotional and vulnerable territory here, something she's only ever addressed with Class VII before. Fie lays back down on her side, still looking at Louis.]

I dunno. It might be nice, but I don't think he'd ever see me that way.

[What she doesn't say is that she might not really blame him for it.]

He's not too annoying. [ A little. He's thick, and he doesn't have good self-esteem. Louis likes him. He thinks he's pretty great, honestly, and that he deserves good things. Fie deserves good things. So naturally -- ]

Maybe he could. You never know, a couple months down the line.

[ Sigh. ]

But, I don't want to be rude and give you hope when I don't know.

[ He shifts on the couch, propping his chin on the arm of it, getting in a little closer to where she is on the floor. ]

I could see it, though. You both seem pretty happy when you're together. So I say - if you want something, you should try and get it. Even if that something is an annoying, clueless jerk.

Not him exactly. Just... feeling that way about him.

[Her arm flops in front of her in an almost childish show of irritation, but it's the only visible sign of it. Aside from the eye roll she can't help.]

Maybe, maybe not. I still think maybe not. We're good as friends, but anything more... I dunno. I'm not exactly a person most people could see in anything resembling a relationship. [That's how she'll phrase it. Fie has a little faith in what Louis can extrapolate from that. Her knowledge she's an acquired taste and maybe even her own lack of confidence in this. Not enough to outright dismiss it, but certainly enough to question it.]

He's happy with you as well, so not sure if there's actually a difference there.

Ah. I wonder if girls back home ever felt that about me.

[ Since she said it, he's sure that's how it was. Oh well, he hopes he didn't cause too many much grief, even if he knows for sure he caused a couple problems. ]

Well - if you decide this is something you really want. [ He'll absolutely be your bro here, Fie. That's the implication from how he finished that. Yes, he will absolutely try and find out what's going on from Shinji's end, but he knows how awkward it is to be pushed into a relationship when it's not wanted from both parties. ]

Though, Fie, there's nothing wrong with you. You're pretty cute, I guess. [ He supposes. For a human. ] Fun, too. Strong.

Maybe it's different, maybe it's not. [ He's an acquired taste. ] Who knows what Shinjiro is into anyway.

Hard to say. But I doubt you'd be nearly as frustrating.

[She does mean that, if only as a shot to Shinjiro.]

It's not something I'd say no to, if that's what you mean. [Because even if she "really wants it" as he puts it, it's not up to her alone. And right now, it's too far a leap for her to make comfortably.]

I'm not saying there is, but I'm not what most people would think about in a partner. [But awww.] Thanks, though. That does help.

[Oh, her grin now.] We do have an idea, remember?

I'm engaged anyway, Fie.

[ He realizes for a moment that they've joked about he and Shinji getting married, so he quickly fixes the comment so she knows it's not part of the joke that she's in on. ]

At home, I mean.

[ Oh - yeah, that. Smirk. ]

We do. I think he does enjoy being bossed around a bit. He lets you do it an awful lot, it looks like. [ Maybe that's a sign he likes her. Hmmm. ]

[Okay, that news gets her attention. Fie blinks at him, moving to rest her head on her propped up hand.]

You never mentioned that before.

[Completely ignoring the bossing Shinjiro around thing. New focus, now.]

[ Oh yeah, haha. He never talks about this, huh. His home life is a subject he frequently dodges. ]

Yeah. She's a red deer, too. It's an arranged marriage, though.

[ H e y how about that, Fie. ]

Not a fan, then. [Not a question.]

What brought it on?

[The entire thing. Most arranged marriages she's aware of are between nobility, and as far as she knows, Louis is not that.]

My father runs a large corporation. [ Wait, how did this -- oh. He opened this door and will regret. ] Which I will be taking over. I'm expected to have kids, too.

[ He doesn't look too bothered by the idea, at least. He doesn't love it,b but he can deal.. ]

She's perfectly nice. [ Not his type. Kind of... boring? But that's all. ] And there's not anything wrong with her. [ Shrug. Seems very passive about the whole thing. ]

It's not that weird for where I'm from, I guess.

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That doesn't mean you exactly like her, romantically or not. Nice people can still be boring. [Fie's pretty matter of fact about it, leaving Louis the opportunity to agree or not.]

Doesn't mean it'd make you happy, either. But what do I know?

[ He shrugs. He's trying to be indifferent. He liked Azuki, honestly. There was nothing wrong with her, at least. It just that's all she was - a red deer. Like him. But he'd do his duty for his family, because that's what he had to do. It'd feel an awful lot like his father wasted a lot of money on him if Louis didn't at the very least have children to continue their family. ]

Nice people are sometimes very boring. But, I don't need to cause my family any more trouble than I've already had. Teenagers can be hard to deal with for parents, I bet.

[ Louis was. Sure an adventure, and he knows it. ]

My happiness will survive. And I'm here right now, so I'm pro-enjoying it, too.

Hm, I guess. [From the look on her face and the tone in her voice, it's obvious Fie isn't convinced. Of course she knows it's not her place to question it, but she can still ask him things about how he feels.]

Hard or not, it's what happens when you raise a kid. Glad she's not mean or anything...

[It's hard to think of what to say now. Sorry you're stuck with a thing you're apparently resigned to? At least one thing comes to mind.]

Nice to hear you're not miserable here, though.

[ Louis' ears perk at that, he's glad to hear that she's... happy he's not miserable. Sure, he doesn't need her to say it, he knows they're friends, but sometimes someone saying it to you is a nice thing. He always hears about how people think he looks or that he's talented and things like that.

But for someone to say that they're glad he's not miserable. It's weird and new. It's good he's not a canine, he notes. His dumb tail would be wagging involuntarily and he knows it. ]

With you guys? No way could I be miserable.

[ Hah. ]

I hope you're not, either. I mean, you'd tell me, us, if you were, wouldn't you?

Miserable and bored are different things.

[That's accompanied by a smirk. Obviously, she's joking, but the sentiment is still true. Their presence might be suffering, but they're nothing if not entertaining. She's glad Louis gets that.]

Sure. If I was, I wouldn't hang around as often as I do, anyway.

If you thought for half a moment you could be boring, you're really wrong.

[ She's almost too much at times, but he likes her. Cares about her, that much is even obvious through the bond from time to time. A tiny bit of affection can be felt. ]

Good. I kind of like you guys and all. I'd be pretty sad if it were different.

[ He sounds like he's joking but he's not. ]

You can hang out here anytime you want, anyway. Bela likes you, I think.

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